Chilling the fuck out?

[Bri-namite]

I'm finding myself getting seriously pissed off at just nothing justnow.

It's just stupid shit aswell, like when I'm out in town or whatever, I'll tut really loud if somebodys standing blocking my way, or I'll mumble something if somebody is pissing about at a bank machine. Or if my flatmates go in and out of the bathroom a lot, it gets right on my tits. Shit like that never used to bother me, but I always seem dead on edge now, really tense and stuff.

I don't really take stuff in much anymore, I used to really fucking enjoy myself, but now all I seem to do is go and get drunk,work and sleep. Occasionally a girl might come along every few months and stuff, but it does sometimes feel like my life's like that anyway, I'm the only real constant in my life. I've such a high turnover of people in my life, sometimes I feel like I need stability or something?

I was never like this three or four years ago, I used to be alright to be around, but now I'm really scared I'm turning into something I don't like very much, and I'm even beginning to piss myself off now.

I don't know if I'm getting old or whatever, I'm 23 in like 17 days time, and I just sometimes look at myself and think, what the fuck am I doing with my life?

Any ideas on how to chill the fuck out, and get back to where I was a couple of years ago?

[Dinted]

i think admitting to yourself that your well tense and being conscious of it helps, but tbh maybe its an age thing or you need a good holiday

[my name]

My mom recently took up meditation. She said its very difficult but she said its helped alot and its only been a couple weeks.

[Char_Baby]

Work out what it is that you actually want, in a job or life or whatever. You need goals or you're bound to get pissed off if you feel 'stuck in a rut'.